– Flotsam & jetsam, gratitude & anticipation
The image above perfectly sums up the week I’ve just finished, although ‘lovely’ isn’t the word I’d choose…
Let me start by saying I’m fully aware that the frequency of posts (and no shortage of Way Overdue Reviews) has been sporadic these past couple of months. Ladies and gentlemen – I’ve had about two months of Mondays in that overrated dimension called ‘real life’.
Major changes and massive preoccupations have done everything they could to tear me away from what I’ve really wanted to do more than anything, and that was – for that matter, still emphatically is – to write. Three old-school spiral-bound notebooks – the kind that demand démodé pens or pencils and my own brand of schizoid Linear C handwriting – go where I do in case the Next Great Idea pops up out of the blue – three notebooks of three different writing projects that I plan to feed, water and grow into books. Although one of them you might know about, the other two are super-secret, and one of them involves – yes, you guessed it! – that nebulous, shape-shifting subject of…perfume.
My own collection – which seems to propagate like bacteria as soon as I look the other way – is packed away in acres of bubble wrap, electrical tape, bubblepak envelopes and cardboard boxes within a suitcase. My new (cute if tiny) apartment is being renovated from scratch, and until I can move in a few weeks from now, there they remain, whispering their secrets and haunting my dreams.
Meanwhile, life gets in the way…and this became patently clear this past week, when I’ve been glued to social media and the New York Times, frantic for all my extended family and friends in the Northeast US which received a sucker punch of its own named Sandy. I’m thrilled to say that they made it through in one piece, although not without consequences no one ever could have wished for. Sitting in my own cozy corner of Europe, snuggled up against the chill of winter watching the devastation wrought by the storm has broken my heart in several places, but if anything at all gives me hope, it’s that ‘we’ll be damned if we let this get us down’ attitude displayed by so many of those affected despite their devastating losses. If that’s not an inspiration and an attitude to emulate, what is?
The idea that I could ever inspire anyone at all blows me completely away. When it comes from two fellow perfume writers (and forces of nature in their own right!) I admire as much as the divalicious Perfume Pharmer and Portia of Australian Perfume Junkies, I have to puncture my ego, just in case!
Monica of the Perfume Pharmer – who has literally saved my own crocodile hide this year with her African Gold shea butter – interviewed me in a timeline format on Perfume Pharmer. If you ever wondered why I’m a bit strange, I blame my first babysitter…
Some time ago in a perfume exchange, I sent the fab Portia some Devilscent samples I thought she should have the chance to try. These perfumes are so outside anything in niche perfumery these days, I thought it could be interesting to find her take on them. That’s what we fumeheads do – spread the joys of our discoveries! Yesterday, she returned the favor by reviewing Olympic Orchids’ Dev no. 2 and Lil on the Perfume Posse, and interviewing yours truly on her own blog, Australian Perfume Junkies. (My own reviews are here and there.) I feel so privileged to have met and connected with so many hugely inspiring people through my perfume writing – and Monica and Portia are two of my own inspirations, so thank YOU, ladies! Reviews of two more Devilscents will follow…and more are coming in other venues, which is all I’m able to say for now. Stay tuned!
Two months ago, thanks to the kind of serendipitous networking that never happens except when it does, the book that inspired the Devilscent Project landed on an editor’s desk when I least expected – or was prepared for! – it. Although it wasn’t a natural fit for the publisher, I received the kind of feedback any aspiring writer would gladly kill for – and received several road maps for the final edit. So when I’m finally settled in my new digs, I’m going to buckle down and polish Quantum Demonology to a high and glossy patent leather sheen – when I’m not noodling with the super-secret perfume book and another project that isn’t perfume-related but something much more controversial. When a fellow writer throws down a gauntlet, issues a challenge and dares me to kick away a few boundaries, anything can – and likely will! – happen. “Your mission, should you choose to accept it…” And just like that, I did. Be afraid…
Anticipation is one of my most favorite emotions. There are four remaining Devilscent reviews, and I feel a pang in my heart just thinking about them. Opus Oils’ contribution, the mind-blowing Babylon Noir arrived right before my move, and on this side of the Atlantic, it’s caused quite the sensation among my adventurous-minded girl friends. Two more of Neil Morris’ showstoppers have yet to be reviewed, and my one regret is not just that I only have four DSP posts to go, but that until I move, I also don’t have the time or space to write about them, and it’s killing me – not softly!
I’m anticipating not a few wonders in the weeks to come, including Aftelier’s new Wild Rose (anything Mandy does is grounds for Major Anticipation), Serge Lutens’ Une Voix Noire, and yet more wonders from one of my newest discoveries, Juan M. Perez of Exotic Island Aromas and a few more novelties I should have written about months ago – some from another of my Primeval Forces that had me hauling out the hyperbole – they’re that good!
Most of all, I’m anticipating the simple joys of my own space, my own place under the eaves, and banging away until the cows come home without other distractions than Hairy Krishna. I’m looking forward to unpacking my perfumes and samples and wearing them all. I’m looking forward to blasting the neighbors with vintage punk, classic metal and the new release from another favorite band. (I wore their last release to shreds!). I look forward to the day life returns to mostly normal for my self-selected family of friends in New York and New Jersey. I look forward to all those fragrant epiphanies I know lie in wait and…since I broke my little finger yesterday, I look forward to the day I can remove the splint and move my hand around without yelping! And last, but never least, I look forward to the day I can write about it all – so you, dear readers, can read all about it!
14 thoughts on “A Waft of Woe”
Good luck with all that (and everything else), Sheila!
I’m worried though: you haven’t packed away all all of your perfumes, you have a dozen or two small bottles left to keep you through the move, right? 😉
No worries, Undina – of course I did! 😉 But being restricted to only about 12 is (also!) killing me – not softly! 😀
Now that’s perfume hell right there 😉
Do you think a care package can reach you sooner than you move and unpack? 😉
See, Undina? You’ve just proved why fumies are the greatest people on Earth! 🙂 Thank you! Indeed it can, since I’ve already moved my address, so I’m not hard to find. Of course, you know how! xo
I always look forward to the days you post too 🙂
Kisses for your finger! xoxo
Thank you, sweetie! It should get better soon, but meanwhile, it’s hard to go through life with a cocked little finger…;)
GOODNESS! you do have a lot of plates twirling. we’ve got your back Sheila.
Darling Portia, it comforts me much more than you know to know that you’ve got my back! 😉 And anytime you need help with your own…xo
Dear Sheila, I MUST meet you someday! I feel a rare kindred connection and would love to spend an afternoon with you strolling through Tivoli Gardens, stopping for coffee and Danish (the REAL Danish, not like the imposters we find here in the States!) and of course… talking & sniffing perfume!
I wish you all blessings in your new abode! Fragrant Dreams!
Dear Neil – you KNOW it will happen, don’t you? 🙂 I can’t think of anything more I’d dearly love to do than to spend an afternoon with you in Tivoli – drinking coffee, eating pastries (I can make them, too), laughing and talking about perfume! And very few I’d rather spend such an afternoon with! Then again, there’s plan B – a dinner date with a fellow friend, and I insisted she invite you! Blessings to YOU, too! xo
Looking forward to when life allows you to stop whirling like a dervish so that you have time to write like one. Sounds like a number of your distractions have been good ones, though, in that they sound like they could ultimately be rewarding. Yay!!
Darling Suzanne – indeed some distractions have been good ones, but I am so ready for slightly fewer of them! 😉 As for the rewards…there’s a maxim, I’m told. Follow your bliss and the rewards will follow, too!